Effervescence all around.

When life gives you lemons, make lemonade and life will be like 'Whaaaa?'
I love the quote above. My best friend  put it up as her Whatsapp status a while back. Yes, yes, we like updating our Whatsapp statuses. That's just how cool we are :P
My cheeriness (?) is back! I don't know how. BOOM and I'm back, back back back!
And I decided to update my story so, here you go! Enjoy!

The writer ran and ran, searching for the cafe mentioned in the letter. She remembered seeing it but she couldn't remember the exact place. Nervously, she asked around and finally got the right directions. Jogging as fast and carefully (The ground was slippery because of the snow) as she could, she thought to herself, 'I hope they haven't left yet, or what if June's just waiting there and Jake doesn't come! Oh My God, I'll think I'll cry! Either way, this would make a great story! Don't think I'll publish it though!' She wasn't really paying attention to her surroundings and bumped into a couple holding hands. She squealed and fell right back on her backside! "OW! Oh God! I'm late, I have to GOOO!" The couple just stared at her, the girl was glaring and the guy was amused. The guy picked up her hat and held out his hand while the girl was whining, "Jaaakkeeeyyyy! We need to go! The play's about to start!". The writer accepted his proffered hand and got up, brushing her coat of any snow or dirt. She apologized and then froze.'Jake? No! It couldn't be!' "Oh , is your name Jake?" Jake replied, "Yes, do I know you?" The writer said, "You could say that, I think this letter is for you..." And she gave him the letter. hoping its the right Jake and didn't make a huge fool out of herself for no reason. He read the letter and choked out, "Who.. who gave this to you?" The writer smiled and said, "I found it, I think its fate!" and put her arms in the air in a ridiculous fashion. The girl snatched the letter and said , "Oh my, is this slag still after you!? She just can't keep her hands off my man!" The writer glared at her and Jake said, "Kayla, I'm sorry. But I have to go. I made a mistake." And he ran off in the direction of the cafe. Kayla was stunned but the writer exclaimed, "I HAVE TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS! WAAITTT!" She ran after Jake and saw him enter the cafe where a pretty green - eyed brunette as sitting in a corner drinking some coffee. She saw him call out to her - June - and you can guess what happened next, can't you?

Tear through my walls, slash away the curtains.

Your arms go around me,

Stopping the shivers,

Soothing my frazzled nerves,

The fear still courses through,

Like an electrical buzz,

An inviting tingle,

A crippling wave,

You try to reassure me,

With your nonsensical words,

Phrases and coos,

I giggle lightly, 

And look up,

My giggle fades,

You're smiling at me,

That mysterious, enigmatic smile,

You're the one person I can't read,

The one person I want to know,

The one person who means the world to me,

....And that's the one thing I can't tell you.

Why? You might run away,

In fear, In disgust, In confusion.

I don't want to ruin what we have.

I used to read you like my favorite book,

Reciting over the lines I knew.

Now.... you're like an ancient scripture.

Raising my insatiable curiosity,

But I don't have the key to your words, symbols.

I grin faintly, step out of your arms, 

.... And you let me go.

Just like that.

And Everything Crumbles like bad Apple Pie.

Anyone heard that song by the Zombies? She's Not There?

It goes something like this:

Well let me tell you 'bout the way she lookedThe way she'd act and the colour of her hairHer voice was soft and coolHer eyes were clear and brightBut she's not there

And I feel like the girl. Why? No particular reason. I just do. I believe everyone goes through this phase. My friend likes to call it 'Social Hibernation'.

Yes I, that effervescent, smiley, talkative girl, didn't contact her friends in any way for more than a week. I just left my room to eat or talk to one of my weird, inquisitive, family members to assure them that I am , indeed, alive. 

I've been living inside my head. MY HEAD. 

And reading random fanfics or books all day and night. 

Yes, I also can't sleep anymore.

Weird teenage hormones and weird phases. 

So I'm basically a hermit,

I also realised I haven't updated in a while and the masses mayhap be getting anxious due to the obvious lack of amusing rants. *sarcastic snort*

And about living in my head, I'm not sure if its healthy. I'm literally wrapped in my own little bubble now.

Thinking about nonsensical things and imaginary people with a mix of people I actually know.

Yes, I am indeed, insane.

But only the best people are. 

Alice said it, so I believe it. 

I'm the female Mad Hatter with the temperament of a grizzly bear,Spongebob and cheese.

I like cheese.

P.S. While I might be a tad loony, I'm not, contrary to popular belief, depressed.  Last week was one of the best weeks in my bleak (Eh, had to add some drama) existence.
Because, I've had the time of my liiiifffe
No, I've never felt this way beforrrrree.
Okay I'll stop now.
Bye.