Smiling at the thought.

I never really cared about defying the odds, being one in a million or being unique. All I cared about was what a handful of people thought of me, or if they liked/loved/accepted me.
Because, those handful of people whom you love with all your being are those wun-derr-full set people who can save you from yourself, encourage you to strive for your goals, be there for you always. (Gah. I sound like a bore)
This handful of people are those worthy individuals whom without, you can't, well I wouldn't say 'live' but not function well enough, maybe. (Even I don't know what this implies, btw)
And sometimes, or most of the times (it depends on the person, really) those crazy peeps feel the same way about you.
One may say that they prefer to live in solitude and do their own thing but honestly, if you take down all those walls and barriers all you find is a human being aching for loneliness. (Burst your bubble, didn't I, emo weirdos?)
One is lonely, Two's a company, Three's a party. (Randomly deviated from idea to confuse reader? Done)
I'm not saying that an individual needs some company at all times but you're just playing with your emotions and yourself if you think that you can truly stay alone all your life.
Because, the harsh truth is, it drives you crazy. You can go, maybe a week, staying alone, but if you don't meet that one particular friend, lover, family member for an excruciating period of time, you'll lose your mind. Okay, I may have been a tad dramatic, but you sure won't be a happy camper. (Don't you want to be happy like Larry? Then get ready like Freddy! .... I'm still weird)
For me, its my siblings (pfuit) , my three best friends, and my parents.
Love isn't something you choose to fall into. It isn't something you can control at times, and those who try to control it only end up making it worse for themselves.
And all I cared about was being one in a million. Not for the world to see, no, but for those 10 people.
So, think. Who are those ten crucial people in your life?
Always and forever,
That Girl with the Smile.
P.S. Remember, when you love someone with all your heart and they reciprocate the same feelings, you never really let go, no matter what.

'We're just better off.....' 'Together? Alone? What?' 'No, Happy'

Most girls have their girl best friends who they can gossip with, talk of cute boys and the latest clothes, who's hot, who's not, who's making up and who's breaking up.
Lucky girls have their straight guy best friends who they can gossip with, talk about cute boys, who's hot, who's not, who's screwing around, food, forever alone-ism, and everything about life basically.
I've heard people say that a girl and a guy can't be very good friends. I beg to differ.
I have a guy best friend who is heterosexual and I'm not in love with him.
Oh, I love him, sure. But you know, as a pet dog or something of that sort.
Well, I'm not insinuating that he's my bitch, but you get me, right? RIGHT?
Don't nod away, with those scared expressions. I'm serious.
When you're best friends with a good guy, you don't have to worry about them backstabbing you or spreading rumors about you.
Why, you ask?
Because:
1) They don't really care.
2) They most likely have forgotten your big secret.
3) They like to focus on much more important things such as eating, drinking, umm and other unmentionables.
4) They're too scared you might reveal their big secret, like the fact that they cried during a particular Disney movie which involves a girl locked up in a tower with really, really, REALLY long golden blonde hair.
HAHA, I'm evil.
And sometimes, believe it or not, they give you the BEST advice.
Well, and sometimes, the stupidest.
So here's a tribute to my best guy friend, my partner in crime, my possible future husband (Always ALWAYS keep backup husbands).

Sometimes, friends aren't chosen by you.
It just happens, and before you know it,
They're stuck to you like glue.
Friends aren't optional,
They're like family,
A shoulder to cry on.
And I wanted to thank you,
For being my crying shoulder,
My punchbag, my best friend,
My smile, my boulder.
You're one of my favorite people,
I hate you but I adore you.
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
Really, and I'm always going to be there for you,
So don't try to get rid of me,
I'll always be there, no matter what you do.